You know, it's not like I was pouring my heart out on this site or anything, I just simply would add a post here and there that expressed what I was thinking. I don't care who you are or how tough you think you are, breaking up is difficult. Not only do you have to deal with the separation anxiety that occurs daily, you also have to deal with the constant associations that you cross which remind you of things you did together and so on. You see a few friends of mine told me to quit writing about my break up, they saw it as winning, or acting like a "wuss". Well, I really didn't intend for that to be the impact, and I certainly don't think she will ever visit this site; it was all simply putting my current thoughts done on paper so to speak. But since I do think my buds have a valid point, I will continue to do my best, to refrain from writing about this current event, as difficult as it may be.