One of the most difficult things to overcome, is yearning to share moments with her, and not being able to. This past weekend went by nicely, the hockey game on Friday, spending the night with the crew on Saturday and watching the Bills beat the hell out of the Jets on Sunday; these were all pretty easy to get trough. But for those of you in the WNY area, you might have seen the Aurora or Northern Lights yesterday, which are very rarely seen in this part of the country and I bet this would have been something worth sharing. She certainly enjoys beautiful events of nature, and I can fantasize sitting outside having a hot drink, and just being there together. That is what truly hurts.
It bothers me that now when I am done with my day, I really don't have the person I wanted mostly to hear about it there to talk to. It seems to make exciting news seem rather trivial, or less meaningful.